February 2012
2 posts
fact: i read a lot. (i mean a LOT) fact: books are so much better than reality sometimes.
breathe in, breathe out. repeat.
November 2011
2 posts
truth is
truth is i don’t trust anyone anymore not even myself. i know that i lie everyday saying i’m ok. who the fuck should have to lie about that? like imagine if everyone is lying about it then who can you trust. who isn’t hurting. who dosen’t have problems. we are all dealing with shit everyday in our lives so don’t pretend anymore. its ok to say your having a bad day....
concretewave:
i love how one second you act like im the best thing to ever happen to you and the next you act like im nothing but complete shit to you.
October 2011
6 posts
“why can’t you see me, the real me who is not surviving without you. sure i’m smiling and laughing but you know me better than anyone on the planet. so you know how much i am hurting. and still you refuse to end my agony. refuse to heal my wound. you know you broke my heart and what hurts the most is you don’t even care enough anymore to help put it back together. even if...
“Yeah, I miss him. I think I miss what I wanted him to be more than what he...”
Im tired of feeling this way. I know it would be right for me to let go but no matter how much I tell myself to do it, I cant. I tell myself that its better to never see you again, but no matter how much I try to forget, it always makes me remember all the good times we had, and even the bad, and how much I regret the things Ive done, all the things Ive said.
todays just that day that you can’t leave your room because fake smiles and laughter just won’t come. its the crippling pain that comes in waves when you remember, and remember, and remember. over and over like a bad movie in your head. except you don’t want it to stop because its the only way you feel close to him anymore. so you just lie there and let the memories flood over...
March 2011
9 posts
When can i go back to being a little kid?
That feeling when you like someone, but you know...
betterthingstocome:
A friend is all you’ll ever be… but I’ll always secretly wish the way you want her would be the way you want me.
excuse me? i’m sorry. i’m really such a lady.
I don’t have that killer, gorgeous smile. I don’t...
i’m not sorry that i’m in love with you i’m sorry that you can’t love me back.
December 2010
1 post
October 2010
1 post
Love
You have bewitched me body and soul and I love love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on. -Mr. Darcy- Pride and Prejudice